10SSO 2/5/10

I am having an pretty bad week. All of my friends are really upset and it's starting to depress me. Also, I was panning to go to the hospital today and see my grandfather and i am no longer able to because he is going into surgery today. I'm really scared because, first of all, I don't like hospitals so it freaks me out when someone i care about has to spend time there and, second of all, he had a heart attack and im really afraid that he could die. I don't really know how i can make my week get much better.